(this poem is not by me btw but ..i feel the same)
:'(

A mirror in a darkened place
I face hid in certain disgrace
Lies eating away at your soul
Keeping secrets they don't want you to know

The screams are breaking the silence sought at the end of everyday
Simply getting lost and more carried away
A lost love weighing on your mind
Looking for a comfort you will never find

Looking in the mirror, chopping off your hair
The scissors glide gracefully without any care
You want to be different and so you will be
After your gone and are helpless to see

The night gets darker and ends not to soon
They'll try to trick you and make you out as a fool
Your going crazy, no more happy notions
Your Dead, and the dead show no emotions

You rock back in forth in a corner swallowed by dark
As they shock you for one last beat of your heart
A tear slowly falls accompanied by more that drown your cheek
You don't want to die but moving is difficult when your this weak

Lost in a world that only you can find
Black clouds and red grass you imagine in your mind
Maybe it's easier to hate yourself
Then to admit you need someones help